Yet another beautiful person gone too soon. I have fond memories of listening to much of Chris Cornell’s acoustical work while having my lower leg piece done on my right leg…during each 4-5 hr session (4 total sessions), my tattoo artist played Cornell’s music and it just went along so well with that time, what I was thinking and feeling, what I had been through up to that point. RIP Chris.
Is “The Day I Tried to Live” on Superunknown a heroin song?
No, I don’t have any heroin songs. It’s about trying to step out of being patterned and closed off and reclusive, which I’ve always had a problem with. It’s about attempting to be normal and just go out and be around other people and hang out. I have a tendency to sometimes be pretty closed off and not see people for long periods of time and not call anyone.
It’s actually, in a way, a hopeful song. Especially the lines “One more time around/Might get it,” which is basically saying, “I tried today to understand and belong and get along with other people, and I failed, but I’ll probably try again tomorrow.” A lot of people misinterpreted that song as a suicide-note song. Taking the word live too literally. “The Day I Tried to Live” means more like the day I actually tried to open up myself and experience everything that’s going on around me as opposed to blowing it all off and hiding in a cave.
~Chris Cornell, 1964-2017
Chris Cornell: The Rolling Stone Interview, by Alec Foege, December 29, 1994
There are so many songs that swirl around in my head and emotions I feel when I think about my drinking days and my path to sobriety. Here are a handful that stand out; most revolve around the prison that is alcohol and/or drug use, and the path to recovery. Others simply take me back to old memories during that time of my life. However, there is to this day some music I have a hard time listening to because I would play it so much while drinking, and I feel triggered by it. Those songs/that music have not been included here. This is also far from a thorough list of music about addiction and recovery – these are songs that have spoken to me over the years and I feel that I relate to.
So, in case you didn’t notice, I like to add songs that correlate (to me) with what I’m writing about at the time. I do this because I believe music can be very powerful and can help convey feelings and emotions that are sometimes difficult to put into words. Music has always been a very important part of my life and continues to be to this day. I hope you enjoy the selections I link to.
caution – explicit lyrics